March 25th, 2006 at 9:07pm]
Monday, March 06, 2006
i think i've paid my dues in hell
i don't know if there's really anything left to say.
i tried my hardest to keep our personal business private, apparently that's not what you wanted. in case no one filled you in, i hadn't talked about you, blah blah blah... etc etc. anything. nothing. not at all. and from what i hear, you've done just made your best efforts at keeping the ball rolling.
i didn't read your last post.
bullshit. you practically receited the entire thing to me. get your head out of your ass.
i don't have to. i'm glad you deleted it,
and the other thing you posted about me. what you did was cruel and it was mean to the point where it became unnecessary
do i really need to make a list of all the cruel things you've done to people unnecessarily? do i? i guess i do.
- "hey lets throw this AA token at an alcoholic whom has done nothing at all to me infact i've never even met them before in my entire life!"
- writing someone's phone number and myspace url on a pole depicting that one would receive free sex from it.
- shouting and swearing excessively at a dad driving a mini-van who had little girls in the back seat.
- stealing money from my mom?
- hacking into someone's email account and myspace and then deleting their myspace.
... do i need to go furthur with this? let me know.
... it's not like i wrote livejournal entries about you,
no, you write myspace blogs instead.
talking about how your photography sucks?
thanks but i'll leave it up to the art schools to determine that.
i wouldn't say that. you got to the point where you were just being petty and digging around for something to start shit.
petty like you talking shit about me in hair communities? yikes, atleast i have hair.
congratulations, i write shitty poetry.
wait, i thought you didn't read what i wrote about you!? hahahahahahahahaha
i'm over it.
that's why you're still making blogs to me a month later, right?
i'm not forcing anyone to read anything i write, everyone is over there by choice. no one is chained down in front of a fucking computer screen.
uh, did i ever say otherwise?
and while i'm at it, grow up and fight your battles the real way instead of writing pseudo intellectual livejournal entries from your bedroom.
HAHA WHAT?? is this whole sentence you trying to be ironic or are you just a worthless hypocrite??
or at the very least, call me. and we'll talk about it.
uhhh try i im'd you practically begging you to talk all of the shit about me that you wanted, to say absolutely anything you wanted to to me about this and you said absolutely nothing except that i was pretty much right about everything i said. way to go with fighting your battles the real way.
so yeah, i'm trying to "Get the hell out of your life" as you so eloquently put it, but you're making that awfully hard when you're constantly publishing livejournal entries showing that i'm just a cheap slut.
constantly being twice, including this post?
why am i a cheap slut again?
lets see. you pose naked on the internet for free. you tell any male within a ten foot vacinity that you pose naked on the internet for free. you show rockdudes your tits so you can get backstage. you did porn so you wouldn't have to pay for a my chemical romance ticket. you tell me about how you give dudes blow jobs at parties. the only reason why you stopped being naked on the internet for free was because suicidegirls AND godsgirls denied you on SEVERAL occassions.
i know you'll see this, cause i know you've been lurking around on my myspace. lolz.
OR because i only even found your myspace through my referrals aka YOU lurking MY myspace hahahahahaha.
i got a new one because i wanted to forget i ever knew you, you're not the only one trying to get me out of your life.
or because you get a new myspace / livejournal / e-dentity every time someone tells you the truth which you can't handle? by the way, nice touch with slabbing "drug free" all over your profile. remember when you used to smoke a pack an hour and try to get me to smoke at the show in april? or how you used to call me up wasted every weekend? i do.